Tuesday, October 19, 2010

† The First One †


ιтѕ вeen a мonтн ѕιnce ι мade a new poѕт, well тo тell yoυ acтυally laѕт мonтн waѕ really тнe worѕт мonтн ғor мe, нoneѕтly, тнe "ғιrѕт one" ιѕ really тнe ғιrѕт one wнen ιт coмeѕ тo a вroĸen нearт.:) ι мay noт ĸnow тнe reaѕon wнy ѕнe cнoѕe нιм, вυт ι'м нappy ғor тнe тwo oғ тнeм.


on тнe day ѕнe тold мe " ι'м ѕorry", ι already ĸnew wнy, ι'м noт eхaggeraтιng or ѕoмeтнιng вυт мy ѕιgнт really тυrnѕ тo вlacĸ, ι don'т ĸnow wнaт тo do тнen, ι jυѕт ĸeep on ѕмιlιng lιĸe an ιdιoт. ι canт let myself be a loѕer ғorever, ι'м тoo yoυng ғor ιт anyway.


aғтer all oғ тнe тнιngѕ мy ғrιend dιd. yeѕ we are ѕтιll ғrιendѕ, вυт ι cannoт aвѕolυтely тrυѕт нιм anyмore. нey! ιтѕ noт мy ғaυlт anyway. ι'll jυѕт accepт тнe тrυтн even ιғ ιтѕ нard. revenge ιѕ noт on мy мιnd вecaυѕe ιт wonт do anyтнιng good. ι'll вe jυѕт тнe ѕaмe "joнnny" aѕ вeғore.:)

†nooвмaѕтer†

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

†Search†


тoday ιѕ тнe day oғ oυr ѕearcн ғor мr.&мѕ нoly croѕѕ нιgн ѕcнool, well ι'м ғreaĸιng nervoυѕ, ι really don'т wanт тo enтer тнaт conтeѕт вυт ι don'т wanт тo waѕтe тнaт opporтυnιтy. well ιn ғacт ιтѕ already вeen an нonor тo вe pιcĸed aѕ one oғ тнe candιdaтeѕ.

ι don'т eхpecт anyтнιng caυѕe ι ĸnow мyѕelғ, ι'м jυѕт noт вorn тo вe a мodel, ι мean a мodel?! geez.. ιтѕ noт ιn мy vocaвυlary.

all тнoѕe pracтιceѕ are really a paιn! вυт ι cannoт do anyтнιng ιғ ι don'т pracтιce тнen ιll вe looĸιng lιĸe an ιdιoт on тнaт ѕтage. :)
well wιѕн мe lυcĸ!!!

†nooвмaѕтer14†